i ate the apple at the beginning.

I was there when that happened.

i denied You. i betrayed You

I was there when that happened.

i put You on the cross. i pierced Your side.

I was there when that happened.

i hurt people. i judge.

I was there when that happened.

i destroy my body. i consume my mind with dirt.

I was there when that happened.

i am lustful, scum, unworthy, broken, dirty.

I

cleansed

you when that happened.