know Jesus.

Philip said, "Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us."

"Jesus answered: 'Don't you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the father. How can you say, 'Show us the father'? Don't you believe that I am in the father, and that the father is in me? The words I say to you are not just my own. Rather, it is the father, living in me, who is doing his work. Believe me when I say that I am in the father and the father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it."

this morning.

God,

This morning you made my back yard look more beautiful then I have ever seen it.

This morning You have made it known to me that Your love endures forever.

This morning Your truth is in my heart.

This morning You have made it clear to me that You love me.

Today is YOUR day, be lifted high.

Today God, I know You are my friend.

Today creation is SCREAMING out to you!

Protect me today, carve Your truth into me today.

Let every breath I breathe today be to the glory of Your name.

"Praise the Lord, all you nations;

extol him, all you peoples.

For great is his love towards us,

and the faithfulness of the LORD

endures forever.

Praise the LORD."

-Psalm 117

psalm 19.

The heavens declare the glory of God,

the skies proclaim the work of his hands,

Day after day they pour fourth speech;

night after night they display

knowledge.

There is no speech or language

where their voice is not heard.

Their voice goes out into all the earth,

their words to the ends of the world.

In the heavens he has pitched a tent for

the sun,

which is like a bridegroom coming

forth from his pavilion,

like a champion rejoicing to run his

course.

It rises at one end of the heavens

and makes it circuit to the other;

nothing is hidden from its heat.

The law of the Lord is perfect,

reviving the soul.

The statutes of the Lord are

trustworthy,

making wise the simple.

The precepts of the Lord are right,

giving joy to the heart.

The commands of the Lord are radiant,

giving light to the eyes.

The fear of the Lord is pure,

enduring forever.

The ordinances of the Lord are sure

and altogether righteous.

They are more precious than gold,

than much pure gold;

they are sweeter than honey,

than honey from the comb.

By them is your servant warned;

in keeping them there is great

reward.

Who can discern his errors?

Forgive my hidden faults.

Keep your servant also from willful

sins;

may they not rule over me.

Then will I be blameless,

innocent of great transgression.

May the words of my mouth and the

meditation of my heart

be pleasing in your sight,

O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.

alcoholics and love.

equality with God

I remember being in Alcoholic's Anonymous meetings and hearing , "It works if you work it." Over and over again these words were spoken. It was an anthem, spoken at the end of meetings as an encouragement before leaving. In the sense of AA it meant, if you do the twelve steps to the best of your ability sobriety can be accomplished. If an alcoholic is not active in the 12-step program at the early stages of recovery and they are maintaining sobriety, then there would be no reason to "work it." In most cases a person gaining sobriety on their own either means they are very strong willed or are not a true alcoholic, they may have just became mixed up in drinking. For the common alcoholic there are meetings to go to, steps to be done and sponsors for guidance. Although, if he or she does not put the effort into recovery, the chances are, they will continue drinking and drugging in a downward spiral of lifelessness.

I believe that the same that is said about working the 12-steps can be said about love, "it works if you work it."

Most of the time in my life I feel that God is taking care of my love towards others, that it is naturally happening. Which is not completely untrue, I do believe the closer one becomes to God the more natural it becomes to love others. The one thing I do know about love is that God's love is always constant and never changes. That is God's love, not of human effort but the very nature of God. As humans how are we to love? We cannot love always constant like God, we cannot be equal to God, He is too wonderful. Jesus, "who being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped... made himself nothing and took the nature of a servant."

Jesus, may not have had to work for love either, because although He was human, He was God. He did have a lot to say about love though. Many of the authors of the new testament wrote about love. The way they wrote about it is very interesting, they don't simply tell the people they wrote their letters too, to just love and leave it at that. Jesus and these authors instructed ways to love people, knowing that the ability for humans to love was not naturally built in.

I would like to share with you some verses from Philippians 2, a chapter titled "Imitating Christ's Humility"

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others. Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:" Phil. 2:3-5

I believe the natural way of a human is to be selfish, to think about ourselves at all times, worry about ourselves and to share our interest with others. We have the nature of interrupting conversations to put our input in or to tell someone something cool that we have in our lives. We have the nature of "one-upping" everyone else. For Christians, we have the nature to tell a better God story than someone else or as I am guilty of sometimes, sharing words of wisdom that may not pertain to an issue someone is speaking to me about just to say, "Look what I know." Why are we like this? Why do we HAVE to be better than someone else?

... It is our nature. Why would we need a Savior if we were not like this. Why would we need the example of Jesus' servanthood if it were natural for us to serve? Would God's grace be as beautiful as it is if we were perfect?

What are we to do then in order to love, if it is not our nature? How do we receive God's love and then turn around and show it to the people we face everyday? How do we say, "Equality with God is something that cannot be grasped," and then still love others?

We work it.

Work for it, we take these words that have been given to us from God in the new testament and put them into action. We practice to become better at loving others. We will fail, be rude and question our ability to love. To be on guard of this, be quick to accept God's love at all times and to trust that His spirit will give us the resources to love others. Over time, I believe, it will become much more natural to love and God will introduce us to new ways to love that we may have never thought of. Love moves, God moves and this movement has always been going on and will never stop moving.

LOVE, it works if you work it. Praise God!

a letter to the only one who is worhty to be called LOVE.

Father, tonight, this is where I paint my thoughts. I feel you are speaking to me, asking me to write and sort through my mind. God, I will begin with a prayer.

Father God, I adore You, I love You. You need to know that. I am sorry for the times I mess up and do not glorify You. I am here before you ready for words, actions, revelations, direction, but most importantly to declare that I ADORE YOU GOD. You are above all names and above ALL things. You have set the captives free and Your blood has washed us clean. Thank You. Thank You. God, I would like to ask for creativity along with fluent words to express myself. Lord, bless and anoint this time and these words. Use them in my life and in others. Your Spirit is real and here with all who believe. Father, all things ARE possible with the power and Love of Jesus Christ. Thank You for Calvary and thank you for loving me. I pray all these things in Your precious name, Abba Father. Amen.

Where to begin? Worship is all I can think about lately, and drums, but in the sense of worship. God, I trust that if I put all my effort into continuing to learn drums and into obeying you with money that You will open the doors. Patience is where I am at a loss. I love to worship You and the feeling of letting go of myself entirely, even for a moment, and thanking You. I earnestly want my life to be an example of You so much that when people speak to me it causes them to think of You and meet You. I have got to continue on with losing my life to find You. The fleshly things cause me to stumble and cause my heart to become callused. Of course it “feels” great to be close to You and be full of Joy, but God I want to be close to You for the sake of You and Your name. Not in order for me to be looked upon, but in order that You are shown through me. A life lead as an example to those who know God and have stepped away and a life lead for those who may have never met You to meet You.

That is all. I want to be used. I have never wanted to be used more. I will let You use me God. This is a case where being used by “someone” is so marvelous.

“ I see You hanging there upon a tree, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful.”

God, hear my prayer, here my words, they are all to You and all to further Your kingdom. You know the desires of my heart. Feed them Lord, in whatever way You know they need to be met. As prayers are rising up across the world Lord, hear us, Your children, we are crying out to You. We love You. We want to be with You. I want to be with You. I adore You. I will rest in You and You alone tonight. Not worrying about what comes after that. Thank You. Praise You. Goodnight my God. Goodnight.

futures.

As brother Kerry is home I've gotten a taste of the good lovin'. He has been such an influence on my life and I appreciate all the invitations to seeing God he has placed before me.

Over the past week I've been angry. Everyday. Im not sure where this anger is though I am sure it is coming from not "knowing" the next step of my life. I worry about this often, the next step that is. This worry that I have, God so graciously lifted off of me on Spring Break this year and lately I have not been seeking him strongly. In this I've allowed the lies of Satan to come in that I NEED to know my future life right now.

1 John 3:2-3 "Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when He appears, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. Everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure."

So God, take my life and let it be all for YOU and for YOUR glory. Father, let me rejoice in YOU at all times and know that the plans of YOU stand firm forever. God, You are my life.

Amen.